Teaching in the Time of Corona

It has been almost two weeks since educators across America were told we would have to take our classes online. Standardized tests have been cancelled and questions of equity arise as - for my student population - there is uncertainty in how many students actually have internet access and stable enough home environments to complete their work.

As an English teacher and artist - who often feels confined by what I am mandated to teach - a virtual classroom comes as a bit of a relief; I am able to introduce my students to literature and writing in a way that was previously frowned upon. I am able to create lessons that introduce the intellect of Black literature, and art, and history in a way the school system does not allow.

I am interested to see what the educational sector looks like after things “return to normal.” I do not believe things will ever return to how they were and we will all be charged with adapting to these new times. Virtual classrooms are an opportunity for this generation to guide their learning and expose them to working technology in a capacity outside of Twitter and TikTok. It is also an opportunity for those who want to learn and practice writing to be involved in their own education.

This pandemic forces us to look deeper into issues urban educators have known for years - the vast inequity and problematic foundation of how we educated poor, Black, and Brown students.

These are strange times indeed! Are you a parent with a high school aged student and don’t know where to turn for the English classes? Check out my self paced virtual classes.

love and death : rebirth in grief

Today makes the second year anniversary of my father losing his battle to prostate cancer. In the two years he has been gone, I have been in a theoretical cocoon - a really deep depression marked by an aching quest to find myself again. Losing a parent is the most difficult thing I have ever experienced and not something you can explain to anyone who has not felt the wound.  When he passed, I had not seen him for ten years - he moved to Ghana and died there. I couldn't afford to go to the funeral. I won't ever get over my father being gone. But as promised by my ancestors,  his death became my rebirth.The realest thing someone told me after his passing was that it would become lonely after the funeral. Which became true. All of the immediate calls and check - ins stopped. People had to go on with their lives - after all -  it was not their father who had just died. The loneliness of grief pulls you into your self. I wanted to understand who I was now that my father was gone - a gaping hole eager to be filled again. I tried to fill it with loving men who triggered me alive - the toxicity of the relationships revealing all the things in me I needed to heal. All the ways my intricate relationship with my father molded me as a woman. I drank, I went out, I fought - I did everything but sit with my grief.  Until I began teaching and found something that poured into me.I suppose I am now in the acceptance stage of grief - though I still cannot believe the death. In this quasi-acceptance - I have been reflecting on why I started documenting Black definitions of love. I understand now that as a young twenty - something year old woman - finding outside definitions of love was easier than defining it for myself. I was twenty - five when I began Black Love Project and now at thirty - one I know what love looks and feels and acts like - which is me.For so long I have told the stories of others - avoiding centering myself because in truth I did not know who that was. My father's death forced me into finding and loving  myself enough to tell my own story. In this way - love and death are the same - both allowed my rebirth and awakening.I am excited to share all of the amazing things coming from Black Love Project and my newest venture with House of the Young, Ent.All my wins are for you daddy. me lo wo.