[embed]https://soundcloud.com/blackloveprjct/love-poems-if-this-is-goodbye[/embed]he says:'if this is goodbyelet me leave you with this'and goes on to speak in metaphorsand riddlesabout games and how he is merely a playerhe's just here so he doesn't get finedi sit in silence and listenas he explains that even in lovehe does not play to winhe thinks i play to win because i love himas if that is not the point of it allas if i do not see myself in himas if i was not born to a motherless fatherso i know what it means to love menwho search for healing in womenbut do not know how to love themthey do not know how to be softhe is colderhardened man, beautiful souldark eyes that peerlook into mei do not breathe. electricity.he feels it too and calls it dangerousbut does not look awayasks what i'm thinkingeverything and nothingi tell him things i do not meanand things that rest in silencewords i will not speakwords he will not hearuntil two in the morningwhen God tells me to'write the things you cannot speak'so i write'if this is goodbyelet me leave you with this'love is not a gamewe are not team matesmy heart not made from leatherit pumps and bleedsi am a whole woman whohas opened herself to a darkchild who burns golden gate bridgesif this is goodbye may you learn to notsearch for yourself in the hearts of womendo not sell them your loneliness and call it lovethey will believe youi believed you